so sad......

" i always try to understand every decisions and every actions that you made that sometimes it's not meant to be understood.. i think its time to do your part.. i'm kinda tired waiting, rationalized and expecting.. i'm asking you to do your "responsibilities" not your obligations..

i was hurt again.. and i think my heart can't take it.. it was one heck of a lies...

i thought i found my man.. my better half.. once again i was wrong!! totally wrong... i keep telling my self.. his the one for you, not again!! not anymore..

i'm so tired.. so damn exhausted to feel this way.. i guess he just took advantage of me.. well my bad! i allow him ryt???

i always try to work on our relationship yet i'm the only one who wanted to work this shit!! i can't blamed him.. you know why?? because in his part.. there is no relationship at all...

it feels like hell when the one you love gave you lots of shit!! lots,,, when every time he will do such you have to rationalized what he did at least to ease the pain.. its like you believe something that is really unbelievable.. that sucks!!!

i will never be good enough for him.. never..